Convert Laravel query eloquent to query builder when eloquent using with('relation')

I am using Laravel 5.7 and have a query written using Eloquent. I am attempting to convert it into an equivalent Query Builder query to enhance performance. However, I am facing difficulties when using leftJoins with related tables. Therefore, I will provide the original Eloquent query and the necessary models for executing the query. Could someone assist me in converting this query into an equivalent Query Builder query, and may I refer to the solution?

Here is the original query that I am using with Eloquent:

    {
        $now = cxl_carbon()::now();

        return $this->postModel
            ->select('*', 'published_at as published_at_time_line', 'created_at as created_at_time_line', 'tokens as token_detail_link')
            ->with([
                'media' => function ($queryMedia) use ($talentId, $subIds) {
                    $queryMedia->select('*', 'file_name as file_name_link_not_thumbnail')->with([
                        'plan_details' => function ($queryPlanDetail) use ($subIds) {
                            $queryPlanDetail->with('buy_back_plans_first')
                                            ->orderBy('price', 'desc');
                        },
                        'find_blur_media' => function ($queryMediaBlur) use ($talentId, $subIds) {
                            $queryMediaBlur->select('*', 'file_name as file_name_blur_media');
                        },
                    ])->whereNull('deleted_at')->where([['blur_id', '=', null], ['is_thumbnail', '!=', 1]]);
                },
                'find_thumbnail_media' => function ($queryMedia) {
                    $queryMedia->select('*', 'file_name as file_name_link_thumbnail');
                }, 'favorites'
            ])
            ->where([
                ['talent_id', '=', $talentId],
                ['published_at', '<', $now],
                ['is_publish', '!=', 0]
            ])
            ->when($token !== null, function ($q) use ($token) {
                $q->where('tokens', '!=', $token);
            })
            ->when($isPinned == 1, function ($q) use ($publishedAt) {
                $q->where(function ($q1) use ($publishedAt) {
                    $q1->where('published_at', '<', $publishedAt)->orWhere('is_pin', 0);
                })->orderBy('is_pin', 'desc');
            })
            ->when($isPinned != 1, function ($q) use ($publishedAt) {
                $q->where('published_at', '<', $publishedAt)->where('is_pin', 0);
            })
            ->orderBy('published_at', 'desc')
            ->orderBy('id', 'desc')
            ->skip($skip)
            ->take($take)
            ->get();
    }

Here is my PostModel

<?php

namespace Core\Modules\Client\Models;

use Illuminate\Database\Eloquent\Builder;
use Illuminate\Database\Eloquent\Model;
use Illuminate\Database\Eloquent\SoftDeletes;

class Post extends Model
{
    use SoftDeletes;
    protected $table = 'posts';

    protected $fillable = ['talent_id', 'media_id', 'description', 'is_public', 'post_type', 'publish_at', 'created_at', 'updated_at', 'deleted_at','publish_type','caption','caption_non_member','tokens','is_pin'];

    protected $hidden = [];

    protected static function boot()
    {
        parent::boot(); // TODO: Change the autogenerated stub

        static::addGlobalScope('is_draft', function (Builder $builder) {
            $builder->where('is_draft', '=', 0);
        });
    }

    public function plans()
    {
        return $this->belongsToMany(Plan::class, 'post_plan');
    }

    public function media()
    {
        return $this->hasMany(Media::class)->whereNull('deleted_at');
    }

    public function talents()
    {
        return $this->belongsTo(Talent::class);
    }

    public function talent()
    {
        return $this->belongsTo(Talent::class);
    }

    public function post()
    {
        return $this->hasMany(Post::class, 'id');
    }

    public function favorites()
    {
        return $this->hasMany(FavoriteLog::class, 'category_id','id')->where('category', 'post');
    }

    public function media_post()
    {
        return $this->hasMany(Media::class)->where([
            ['is_thumbnail', '=', 0],
            ['blur_id', '=', null],
            ['deleted_at', '=', null]
        ])->orderBy('position')->with('plan_details');
    }

    public function find_blur_media()
    {
        return $this->media()->whereNotNull('blur_id')->whereNull('deleted_at');;
    }

    public function find_thumbnail_media()
    {
        return $this->media()->where('is_thumbnail', '=', '1')->whereNull('deleted_at');
    }


    public function getPublishedAtBuyBackTimeLineAttribute($value)
    {
        cxl_carbon()::setLocale('ja');

        return cxl_carbon()::parse($value)->format('Y年n月j日');
    }

    public function getPublishedAtTimeLineAttribute($value)
    {
        cxl_carbon()::setLocale('ja');
        $monthDiff = cxl_carbon()::parse($value)->diffInMonths(cxl_carbon()::now());

        return $monthDiff === 0 ? cxl_carbon()::parse($value)->diffForHumans() : cxl_carbon()::parse($value)->format('Y年n月j日');
    }

    public function getCreatedAtTimeLineAttribute($value)
    {
        cxl_carbon()::setLocale('ja');

        return cxl_carbon()::parse($value)->diffForHumans();
    }
}

Media Model

<?php

namespace Core\Modules\Client\Models;

use Illuminate\Database\Eloquent\Model;

class Media extends Model
{
    protected $table = 'media';

    protected $fillable = ['post_id','type','is_thumbnail','file_name','created_at','updated_at','deleted_at'];

    protected $hidden = [];

    public function posts()
    {
        return $this->belongsTo(Post::class);
    }

    public function plan_details()
    {
        return $this->belongsToMany(PlanDetail::class, 'media_plan_detail', 'media_id', 'plan_detail_id')->withPivot('plan_detail_buy_back_id')->whereNull('deleted_at');
    }

    public function find_blur_media()
    {
        return $this->hasOne(Media::class, 'blur_id')->whereNotNull('blur_id');
    }

}

Here is my PlanDetailModel

<?php

namespace Core\Modules\Client\Models;

use Illuminate\Database\Eloquent\Builder;
use Illuminate\Database\Eloquent\Model;
use Illuminate\Database\Eloquent\SoftDeletes;

class PlanDetail extends Model
{
    protected $table = 'plan_detail';

    protected $fillable = [
        'plan_id',
        'plan_name',
        'price',
        'title',
        'description',
        'max_image',
        'max_user',
        'remain_user',
        'is_main_plan',
        'paid',
        'is_draft',
        'force_stop_buy_back',
        'created_at',
        'updated_at',
        'deleted_at'
    ];

    protected $hidden = [];

    use SoftDeletes;

    protected static function boot()
    {
        parent::boot(); // TODO: Change the autogenerated stub

        static::addGlobalScope('is_draft', function (Builder $builder) {
            $builder->where('is_draft', '=', 0);
        });
    }

    public function medias()
    {
        return $this->belongsToMany(Media::class, 'media_plan_detail', 'plan_detail_id', 'media_id');
    }

    function children()
    {
        return $this->hasMany($this, 'parent_id');
    }

    public function parent()
    {
        return $this->belongsTo($this, 'parent_id');
    }

    public function buy_back_plans()
    {
        return $this->hasMany(PlanDetail::class, 'parent_id')->whereNotNull('is_buy_back');
    }

    public function buy_back_plans_first()
    {
        return $this->hasOne(PlanDetail::class, 'parent_id')->whereNotNull('is_buy_back');
    }

}

Here is the result image; the data above is the query builder I converted. Below is the original eloquent query. I have retrieved the post data, but for the relationships that I use with() to get, such as media, find_thumbnail_media, and favorites, I don't know how to retrieve them.